Kamis, 12 Juni 2014

Complex Mind

Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 10.34
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Hello, Guys..
Indeed the fact, that I will be a college student, really make me feel scared..
I have some strange thoughts in my mind,
sometimes I feel like, " How about if I fail after graduate ?? "
           " How about if I make my parents disappointed ?? "
       " How if my IPK doesn't reach the maximum score that I can do ?? "

Have guys feel like, when you need something so bad and you already trust in it fully, but immediately, you doubt it ? Like you feel that what you choosed before is wrong...
I feel it now.
I believed that 3d Animation is my great choice over another choice. I want it so bad since 4 years ago.
I put lot of efforts to make it succes until know,
but, now, I am feeling scared. it feels like, how about if what I choosed before is wrong...
What can I do after this ??

all of this thoughts came because,
I start to process my apllication requirements in MEDIA DESIGN SCHOOL, which is in New Zealand..

Woahhh !! Liivng outside my country, Oh My God ! Even I never think about that before. Live alone in strange country, where you know nobody....
that is what currently make me scared.

I admit that my drawing skill is under average score. hahaha... I am bad at drawing, but I like colouring so much. I like to draw, yes I am, but until now, I am bad at it...
3d animation NEED drawing skill !!

I think, it is right, that I will be crazy in New Zealand.
Move to NZ, means, I will leave everyone and everything that I have in Indonesia,
Spent a lot of money in there,
and put a lot of effort to make it success !!
Oh my !! Study in NZ is my dream since I was child... I want it so much. But, I scared..

That is my strange thought. ahahaha..
I love cartoon I love animation....

Until know, I don't tell my friends about my moving..
Please hope that everything will be fine for me... :)

I'll try to make everyone not upset !! :)
because it's me, Calosa Nema.
I want to tell my parents that, I am Calosa Nema, I am your daughter who you can put your big hope in me.
Trust me, and everything gonna be okay..

And for me,
I can't do anything without God's help. I need Him so much...

So, I will give my further informations about it guys... :)
Stay tuned !

Selasa, 10 Juni 2014

Longest Holiday Ever !!

Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 06.32
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     Yeah... !! Hello everybody... :) it had been a really long time I didn't write anything here.. I miss blogging. hahaha. I miss to write some entries, even it is important or not.
Start from March - April this year, I prepared my national examination which decide my high school pass !
No time for internet, everyday I had a lot of homeworks, a lot of subjects to be learnt.
But.... YUHUUUUU... now I am Free !! Totally free !! After April - after my national examination finished, I get 4 months holiday until August, yeah, until I face my university life....
So happy, also... everyday, I kinda talk like Phineas and Ferb,
      " Ferb, what are we gonna do today ?? "

so... TODAY, I want to tell you about, huhmmm, what should I call.....
            " MY ACTIVITES - FROM APRIL UNTIL TODAY,  10 June, 2014 "

I prepared our school graduation video.... the process in making the video, were so Tirinngggggg for me... I couldn't get enough sleep or either rest, also... everyday I should went to my friend's house, Melinda to worked the video together....
I admit it, I am not a profesional editor, that' s why.... I need more time to learning about ADOBE PREMIERE. hahahah. But now, I think I am better.
you guys can watch the video, here...
Sorry for the language..

after my graduation day, I had enough sleep and rest finally... yeah... My dark cirlce was decreased... :)
I dont know what to do,
I called my friends with different days and asked them for having photoshoot with me.
Since my father gave me a new DSLR Fujifilm camera.
Thanks dad..
Here is my first photoshoot :

Model : Devina Hertanu Wijaya
she is my cousin...
Meet her on her Instagram !!
Location : at her house :3

And then my second photoshoot is also with her :)


Senin, 10 Maret 2014


Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 09.17
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Why I always feel that after school time is the best ?!
Well, School time is when we can learn a lot of educations about life, friendship, and others.
It doesn't mean that I dont like school, I like school, but after school is better. ahahhaa..
Well, I will face my national examination in April, And I feel like I am not ready at all....
Too much title to learn, But, fighting to my self !!


This is me at school :)

Rabu, 15 Januari 2014


Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 06.45
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Hello !! You know guys, actually.. first of all, I want to say " Deep condolence " for my Grandmother's brother who passed away 4 days ago.. I wish all the best for the family,
That's why I should go to Jakarta last weekend. I went to Jakarta for one night.
My hotel was so close with Taman Anggrek Mall, so I could relax and took some walk to that mall.

These photo were taken When I and my sister in the Aeroplane... :D

I bought this FREEZE ice cream at Taman Anggrek..

So, Freeze is an ice cream shop, you can create your ultimate ice cream, because your ice cream is made by order. They will make the ice cream after you order that... :) What flavour, what topping, everything starts from the beginning before your ice cream FREEZE !!
freeze using liquid nitrogen for make it freeze.
Freeze ice cream is a new innovative way of enjoying freshly made ice cream using liquid nitrogen at -196 C in front of you in one minute.
I bought it from 32.000 Rupiah, for a medium Cup. 
If you go to Taman Anggrek Mall, dont forget to buy this ice cream and register your self to Stamps.co.id
and you can get free upsize for freeze... !
Just collect the points every you buy it.. :)

I bought Planet POpcorn !!
I found this popcorn at malaysia 0 Berjaya times square before at Last Christmas Holiday... And I like it so much, So I bought it again at Taman Anggrek.. yippie !

I took dinner at PASTA de Waraku !!
Western Dish combined with Japanese Style... :*
Soooooo, Yummyyyyy ><
and the price... aaaaaa, You couldn't say that these are cheap, haha. for me quite expensive... :)
But worth with the portion... :)

That's all guys,,
haha.. Thank you... :)


Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 06.26
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Hello everyone, actually this is my first entry for cosmetic review..
And today I wanna tell you about ALOE calming mask sheet from It's skin.
It has Nickhun as the cover, haha.So handsome right ?? too bad, after I used this mask, the cover should be discard. so goodbye Nickhun,.... :(

Well, I bought this mask at It's skin store at Sungei Wang Plaza - Bukit Bintang Malaysia, The store sells so much cute and kawaii cosmetics.

I bought 99% ALOE Soothing Gel for 34RM, and I got this handsome mask for FREE.

For the result,
I think my face look more fresh, and calm... and I love the smell, alove vera smell is so fresh so you can breathe when you aply the mask. hehehe...
That's it guys, If you are looking for a fresh mask or a mask from Nickhun ( for you hottest, ) you can buy this mask in any stores available in your country.. Or, you can buy it via Online... :)
Thank you everybody,
have a nice day...
Good night... :)


Kamis, 28 November 2013

1 Day - Short Walk :)

Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 08.01
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I got a day holiday from my school and I used it to take a trip to Jogjakarta with my father office's staffs.
They need some relaxation and holiday. They need to take rest from all of their activities in my father's office. So, as my father appreciated their work, my father took them to Jogjakarta and had fun in there..
I can say, that I am really often go to Jogjarta. But it was okay... :) as long all of us were happy !!

Prambanan temple

Dicta, the little expresionis boy ! :D
this is me and my sister..at Baron Beach...

I like to use my holiday to start some walks and journey. I like to travelling, More far you go, more far you will know, that Our God is great !! He can creates anything, 
Calosanema ٩(●˙▿˙●)۶…⋆ฺ

Stay Awake until Midnight !

Diposkan oleh Calosanema di 07.43
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Good night all... !!
You know what ? actually I am not really like sleeping late. Because sleep late can make your skin darker, your brain loose some oxygents, and your heart beat is not under control anymore.

These last days, I slept late... because I have a project that should be finished on 30th November. So I work on it all nights..
Anyway, today I made this character. Her name is sweety Pie girl. My inspire about this character come every time I see Anita., My cute and chubby friend. heheheheh. she is really funny and chubby.
So I drew it !!
What do you think ??? :)

I love her dress.. hehehe.
so, Good night everyone...
Have enough sleep, and nice dream !!
 Calosanema ٩(●˙▿˙●)۶…⋆ฺ


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